I have to go now, every day that I update this site it feels like something is biting at me, at the back of my mind, crawling towards the remaining feeble scraps of my crumbled world that isn't completely taken over by my full-time commitment to these creatures that constantly mock my daring to even bother with them. I will be signing off from here, I dont know when I'll be back, but it will most likely be on a different site, I'm trying not to stay i nthe same place as much as possible. If this site ia altered in any way it means they found it, as well as meaning I may be in severe danger, with that, goodbye.